Shikhar Dhawan has spoken about the emotional pain after being separated from his son, disclosing that he has not seen 11-year-old Zoravar for two years and has not been able to talk to him for the last year. The ex-Indian opener revealed that there is no contact, and he has had to take solace in spiritual activities. Speaking on the ANI podcast, the 39-year-old cricketer described how he deals with the painful distance. Since his retirement from international and domestic cricket in August 2024, Dhawan has relied on affirmations and meditation to feel close to Zoravar.
Shikhar Dhawan “Blocked”
“It has been two years since I’ve seen my son, one year since I last spoke to him because I’m blocked from everywhere. It has been difficult, but you learn to live with it. I miss him and speak to him spiritually,” he said speaking to ANI
Shikhar Dhawan Gets Emotional
“I feel through affirmations that I’m conversing with him every day, hugging him. I put my energy into it spiritually. It is the only way I can bring back my son. My sadness won’t help. I manifest,” Dhawan expressed.
Dhawan’s marriage to Aesha Mukherji got divorced in October 2023, following which he lost custody of Zoravar. Even though he was allowed to remain in touch with video calls, his efforts have been hindered. In spite of all these hurdles, Dhawan is keen on connecting with his son. For him, individual success in cricket means little against the fulfillment of his son’s happiness and well-being.
Dhawan Stays Optimistic
“I already feel that I’m with him, speaking to him, playing with him. When I sit for my meditation, I visualize those things,” he added. “My son is 11 years old now, but I have seen him for only two and-a-half years of his life.”
“I would first hug him. I’ll first spend time with him. Listen to what he has to say. Showing him any innings of mine is a thought that hasn’t even occurred to me. I’ll listen to him, know about him. Maybe if he tears up, I’ll cry with him. I’ll enjoy my time with him.”
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“I want him to be happy and healthy. I still message him every three or four days even though I’m blocked. I don’t expect him to read them. I don’t mind if he doesn’t read them, it is my job to reach out. I will keep doing it.”